This amazing insight to Kate and
Connie comes from an actress who admits her first day on the set was
actually quite nerve-wracking. "It
was the hardest acting day of my life and it lasted about forty-five
minutes!" she describes, "It could not have been more different than
anything I have ever known as an actor. Fundamentals are there,
about listening and knowing what the scene is about and character…
There’s really no rehearsal to speak of, it’s a director pushing you
around on marks… telling you when to walk and open doors and things
like that. Then it’s a technical rehearsal to make sure the camera
is in the right position for those moves – and then there’s a take.
You really have to go to work knowing what you want out of the scene
and being completely prepared for it to turn out differently and
then walk away from the scene when it’s over – you’ve only done it
once and you hope it was good! I had a dozen scenes; I feel like I
had two shows and they made me speak French! I went to the set in
this huge get-up, it was beautiful but they decided it wasn’t right
so I was whisked from the set as soon as I got there. I’d never been
on a soap soundstage before – I worked on three-camera but for
sitcom which was completely different. I’m learning, oh, the light
is on, the camera… that’s when they’re cutting the scene. The
editing is done a lot of times as they’re taping it, and it was one
take!"
"The
French thing was just crazy!" she continues, laughing, "I was
nervous because I wanted to do well and I didn’t know what to
expect, but it was the most triumphant day as well as the most
difficult because I actually did it! And then they said, 'Okay we’re
moving on,' and I stood there for several minutes thinking, 'Where
am I? What’s happening?' And through the course of it, Maurice was
great and he was really attentive to me… Diane was in the scene and
Carolyn (Hennesy) kept whispering to me what the shorthand meant
called by the stage manager. They do all these things differently
and then, in the middle of it, you get a voice from a speaker
somewhere in the middle of the stage giving you a direction – where
is that voice coming from? It was just surreal and exciting, and
when I was finished I really felt like I had been hit by a truck! I
never slept so well as that night, I was exhausted. Just my own
adrenaline from the pacing and excitement from being there on the
first day…. I got it the first day, I definitely got it, but it did
take me a while to become accustomed. Those are the things that
really matter for soap actors. The more you don’t have to figure out
for yourself, like who the other person is, or what the set is like
– those things that become more familiar, you’re not thinking about
them while you’re actually working because they’re now real to you.
The first time you work on any kind of set is a little strange
because it’s make believe and you have to believe it or the audience
won’t believe it – that wall is really a wall and not a piece of
cardboard. So there is always these secondary things and not just
the story and the words and the other thing is, not only did they
give me French but Kate does not speak like I do. She uses more
prepositional phrases than anyone! Especially in the beginning, she
was a bit pretentious about her language, her aspect that she was
trying to put on to impress Sonny or put up her walls. So there were
all those technical things about learning way too many words to tell
one thought! Colorful language and words with multiple syllables and
getting them out of your mouth…. It’s challenging but this whole
experience has definitely made me a better actor…. But they’d give
me a couple of references that I had to look up on the internet! How
do you say this word and what does this adjective mean? I had no
points of reference for some of the stuff that they were bringing
up! It’s great because I really like to create a full-bodied
character; as an actor, you’re always somewhat playing yourself.
Kate, in the beginning, was an aspect for me which was fine because
I was an aspect for her, so it was natural process."
The
many facets to Kate is what makes the role such a fun challenge for
Ward, including Kate as a leading fashion magazine editor. "I
really hope that they explore the work life of Kate, and then
obviously the people who are in that work life. Maxie and I hope
Lulu will come back, and whatever they do, because it’s something
that is not always written for on General Hospital," the
lovely
actress says, "Most people work in some degree and some
nature and we all have relationships within that world, problems and
challenges, accomplishments. There is a lot of story that they can
write, especially because Kate is at a sort of crossroads in her
life, she is mature and reflective and she can see herself in Maxie,
especially. She has no children that we know of… that I know of, I
should say, and she missed that part of her life. Even though she
made the decisions and she’s very proud of her accomplishments, that
is one of the things that is missing for her, and so she can put all
of that maternal guidance into a girl like Maxie." And of course,
there is the fun side of the character, most notably in scenes with
other headstrong women, such as Diane and Alexis. "I think what is
so great is that when you take the boys out of the situation, the
circumstances, you see girls be girls essentially, and even though
they’re grown women and they’re awfully complicated, you can see so
much more of who they are, that they protect in business
relationships or in romantic relationships. They can just be girls,
through the good, the bad the ugly – and the pretty! I hope they
write more for that because I think that audiences want that. As a
soap viewer, I want to see women that I relate to and I want to see
circumstances that I have with my friends. They’re just as dynamic
as romantic relationships." And as many actors can tell you,
bringing a part of yourself into the role that you are playing
always helps make it more enjoyable both for the actor and the
audience. What aspects of herself does Ward bring to Kate? "In
general, I’m an ambitious person but I think I bring a sort of
enthusiasm and a passion for my job to Kate and a commitment and a
pride about my capabilities and my accomplishments," she shares, "I
think I bring a lot more of me to Connie, which is just… I feel like
Connie is very hopeful which is interesting in what comes out in
this next week. She feels tragic about her past. But I think in
general, Connie is a fun, spontaneous, exciting girl who wants to
feel good, wants to find the good in people and good in the
situation and do the right thing. That’s been great for me to play
the two sides of my character. The Kate that is the stronger,
defiant, take no prisoners version of myself that I could think I am
and everybody tells me I am (laughs). The truth is, I still see
myself as a sixteen year old girl and that’s the Connie, that’s the
vulnerable woman to Sonny’s love, the sympathy she had for Carly and
Michael and things that maybe make her softer. The things that make
her feel and emote from Connie, and Kate is all about putting her
foot down and putting a wall up and protecting herself. I have all
of those things."
Once
Kate was paired with Benard's Sonny, both characters began to show endearing traits
previously unseen as they attempted to recapture the love of their
youth, and Ward gives her personal view of the romance. "I
think that one of their best qualities as a couple is that they are
their true person when they’re together versus any sort of posturing
that they might do with other people. They really are confessional
about how they feel and that is sort of the magic of their romance,"
she states, "They become “Connie” and “Michael” together and they’re
who they were as young people before choices steered them on
different paths and qualities of their personalities were defined by
the circumstances. What their relationship is really about is the
security of their souls and who they want to be and the way they
think it should be. They have this private, safe place to be
together without judgment or consequence, the problem is that those
life choices and circumstances that happened in the time between
their young romance and now are constantly put as roadblocks for the
future. That’s really what they’ve been enduring; with Kate’s
safety, almost getting shot, Trevor was trying to kill him, Kate’s
romance with Trevor, her relationship with Trevor that is somewhat
controversial and up for debate, his on-again/ off-again love/hate
relationship with Carly, his hopeful romantic yearning for a
relationship with Brenda. All of those things, I personally feel,
that to some degree, that relationship with Brenda was reflective of
a younger Michael, of who he was as a younger person. And all the
women in between, but also his relationship with Jason, adopting
Michael and having Morgan and Kristina – all of that life he lived
is constantly in the way of Sonny and Kate. And Kate’s choice is of
'I’m proud of my life, and I’m proud of being a professional and
having accomplished something that very few people have.' She’s not
going to diminish those accomplishments and those responsibilities
to herself, which is to be a professional and continue to have a job
that she loves and live in a completely separate world, which is
just as competitive and just as treacherous as the mob. It’s just
you don’t get shot in fashion! But just as many high stakes, just as
cutthroat professionally as any mob dealings. It doesn’t have the
life danger of it or the criminal element or going to jail. To
define Sonny and Kate, you have to look at both sides, which is the
purity of their connection, of their souls, but also the
complications of their lives that has often kept them apart."
What else could possibly happen
to Sonny and Kate?
“Right now, it’s
been intense, the story’s gotten very intense and it’s been a lot of
work, which is great because then it has meaning," Ward previews,
"It’s all about story for me and I really enjoy taking the journey
of a character….Our relationship is like a rollercoaster, the
thrills and the stomach cramps too. So it’s been quite a journey and
quite a ride and now we’re just about to have the wedding which is
really the big climax of the ride so it will be a lot to watch for,
for Skate this week and the next week."
"I
would really like to see Sonny and Kate continue their journey
together," she adds, "It’s just one thing after another for them and
that’s all I can really say about it, but… They have so many life
experiences that they could go through together that would obviously
mean change for both of them, which I think is good, I think that’s
what people want to see – they want to see the conflict and see
their favorite characters sort of meet the challenges and succeed
and persevere and I think that they’re perfectly set up for that
kind of journey, whether it’s them having a child together, or
actually creating jobs for themselves that are a side of what they
know. I would love to see that happen for them." And what a journey
it's been, looking back on the couple's first comical scenes
together. Near-misses and humorous situations helped each to wear
down the other's defenses - by way of shot-down statues and
harpooned decorative koi, among
others. "What was funny about that is that he broke her down! She
put up all her defenses and underneath, you knew the whole time that
she wanted him!" Ward smiles, "That she missed him, that she
regretted leaving him and everything she did, she had to get bigger
and bigger about her protests – you know what they say about that!
And he knew it all along, he became the teenager on the street
corner, the wise-ass, who thought he knew better and to some degree,
did know better and could get to her. To break down that protective
wall she had built all of those years away from him."
The
accomplished actress may be new to soaps and to GH but is certainly
not new to the screen. She boasts an impressive biography in both episodic television and film,
including one memorable 'groovy chick' named Donna. "That
was fun, that was like a dream come true to do that movie," she says
of the role in The Brady Bunch Movie. "The movie that we shot
is not the movie that you saw, like I had a much bigger part and they
changed the story a little bit right before we started filming, and
then a little bit more in the editing. But I had always had like a
Brady Bunch thing, just growing up, watching it after school, I came
home by myself and had my snack. I loved Brady Bunch! Through sort
of funny, personal circumstances, I went to Barry Williams' (Greg)
wedding, and they were all there and we had dinner with Robert Reed
(Mike) before he passed… It’s like I’ve always had this connection
with Brady Bunch. To be cast in that movie…. And I also loved The
Monkees! I was sixteen years old and don’t ask me why, but I was crazy
for the Monkees. They were also in the film and I got to meet three of
them and it was like, oh it was just so cool! I was just a little
girl on that movie!" Of her many roles, several others also come to
mind as personal favorites for Ward. "I
have a few that I’ve really loved but the two that always seem to come
up first for me… One was a short-lived series called Boomtown because that was the first job I did after I had Oliver and
I was a little nervous about going back to work. My first day, I had
to be completely naked with Donnie Wahlberg in the bed! There were
three people in the room and one of them was my brother, pushing the
camera! Totally random coincidence and my brother in law was setting
the lights, he just wasn’t in the room. It was very surreal! But the
writing and storytelling on that show was just gorgeous. For me, as an
actor, it really personified what storytelling could be on television
and she was a complicated, dark character, and tragic because she did
have all of this hope but felt doomed and very sad because her child
had died and I just enjoyed acting in an environment which so much
integrity. The other two parts, that sort of go hand in hand, were a
show called Class of 96, which was also short lived for a year, and I
was on the first year of Party of Five. Again, they were just
polar opposite characters, but the commitment and the dedication of the
storytelling, the quality of the writing and the production value… Class of 96, we were all very young, we all went to Toronto to shoot
the series, it was about freshmen in college and I had the most
adorable character who was obsessed with being an actress, her mother
was an actress. She was just goofy; she was kind of like a Spinelli.
She was just goofy and eccentric and full of personality and that was
great… The person who got to be the funny one, just precious, a great
character. The Party of Five (character) was a girl who was just
tragic because of her family situation and her self esteem issues and
she had drug and alcohol issues and sort of went through this
co-dependent relationship with Bailey where he was saving her and then
she died accidentally of a drug overdose at the end of the season.
That was just a pleasure again, to live that character’s journey, and
work with all those qualified people. It was great!"
Ward
doesn't just love acting on television, she enjoys watching it - as
well as envisioning herself on a few shows. "I
love Lost and Heroes, love the mysterious components that always
keeps you guessing and I love the storytelling value," she admits, "I also love
Dirty Sexy Money and Ugly Betty… Ugly
Betty would be a dream job for me because I really love comedy, I
love single cameral comedy, and it would be a dream job to play this
sort of over the top, crazy character on that show. But, I also
love Mad Men. That, to me, is the best show on TV. The quality
of the writing, and the storytelling is unapologetic, and deep and
still entertaining and you still want to know what’s going to happen.
The characters are complex and don’t always do the right thing, but
there are consequences to what they do, the judgment is not so black
and white or whether you like them or not because you live their
journey with them as characters. Those are just a few (shows) I’d like
to be on! There’s actually a lot of good TV on right now, TV has come
back in the last few years. There’s a lot to watch."
And a girl can dream for Kate too.
"I
have a dream storyline in my head... That Jane Elliot (Tracy) would
take over Crimson as the financial backer and I could work with her on
a daily basis! I have so much respect for her as an actress and I
think she’s a pleasure to watch and a pleasure to work with, and of
course Tony Geary (Luke) too! That wisdom and that experience makes it
so much fun to work with someone who knows what they’re doing. But
that would be my fantasy storyline, that Tracy Quartermaine would
somehow be involved with Crimson!"
In the
meantime, Ward is having the time of her life on GH and
can't wait for the next chapter for Kate, and is eternally grateful for the overwhelming
support from viewers towards her character. "Thank
you, thank you, thank you!" she gushes, "I’ve never experienced
anything like this, to have such a connection with the community who
supports and lives and breathes the story along with you as an actor.
It’s just as important to them as it is to the actor what happens to
the story and what happens to the characters. Truly, without their
support, Kate could’ve died from Michael’s gun shot! She could’ve died
from the poisonous snake bite. She could’ve died in the car crash when
Trevor drugged her, or gone to New York and stayed in New York. Kate
had many opportunities to leave Port Charles in one way or another and
a large part of the reason that Kate is still there is the devoted
fans who want Kate to give them more, who want to see more of her
journey and want her to reveal more and want to see her in prickly
circumstances as well as romantic and hopeful ones as well. It’s that
devotion and outreach and appreciation of Kate that keeps me
personally motivated day to day to tell stories that I may not
necessarily always agree with, but to always find the truth in the
situation for Kate and for Connie and for Megan, because I know
they’re paying attention. I know it matters to them what happens to
her. And I’m just very appreciative of their participation."
"I
never expected to have an event! I never expected to have a website!"
she marvels, "I’m an actor because I like to act, I like to
entertain people and I hope to stay on the treadmill as long as I
can…. I love performing and entertaining, but I also wanted to show
them (the fans) that I am paying attention to their interests. I feel
so rewarded and so validated as a person, as an actor, and as a
character because of the nature of soap fans. Soaps are a great place
to be as an actor."

Photos courtesy of ABC, ABCWEBPIX, JPIStudios and various internet sources.
Thank you to Megan Ward, for being a joy to interview and thank you to
Kristi, who went above and beyond to make this interview possible.
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